Finally, Breakthrough

Breakthrough feels so good after a very long and confusing six months.

As much as I ultimately believe that we co-create our lives with God, there are some outcomes that feel mysteriously destined. Like I’m being pulled along by an invisible jet stream that I can either choose to surrender to or flail and fight against. One feels like ease and trust. The other, exhaustion and terror.

I think my soul knows where I’m heading and holds steadfast to its chosen path. But, my mind is daily at the mercy of my loud and anxious ego that demands answers and results it can’t always have. My heart weighs in the balance between the two, either bolstered by joy or deeply lost in the caverns of grief.

I’m learning how to build a safe place between the extremes, where both the mountain and the valley are calmly observed without judgement or fear. Where ups and downs aren’t a sign of success or failure but simply of my current experience.

There is gold in it all.

I still have big questions that beg for answers, but I can see now the strength, capacity, and clarity that have been expanding inside of me this year. And, that’s encouraging.

Trust that you’re right where you need to be. Surrender to it. Mine it for all it’s got.

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